So the month of November is a popular time to state what all
we’re thankful for. And for good reason
… it’s nearing year end, and it’s the month of the holiday food extravaganza:
Thanksgiving! What better time to reflect on what has made us thankful
throughout the year, right!
On the social media sites, folks are telling what they’re
thankful for each day. I could’ve done
that too. Maybe I should have. Instead, I just decided to write a blog entry
to collect my thoughts.
On one of my previous blog posts, I finished the entry with
this statement:
Relationships are far more valuable than any thing I’ll
ever possess. I cherish all of those God has put in my life. We
can’t take our ‘things’ with us when we leave this earth, but those spiritual
connections will live on through eternity! I’m a richly blessed girl, and I
give all the glory to the Lord.
This is my heart! Relationships, especially those I call
“God bonds,” are what I’m most thankful for.
First of all, I’m forever thankful for my heavenly Father
and His unfailing love for me. He made a
way for me to be with Him forever by sending His one and only son, Jesus
Christ, to come into the world as a man and die a cruel and humiliating death,
taking on my sins and the sins of the world.
He who knew no sin became sin so I might have eternal life with Him. I’m thankful for Jesus and all He has done for
me! He has saved me and rescued me from eternal separation from God. I’m thankful for the intimate relationship I
have with Him. I’m thankful that He sent
His Holy Spirit to live in me and guide me.
Without Him, I would be dead.
With Him, I’m alive! And I’m a daughter of the Most High!
What’s amazing is that we’re all unworthy of God’s love, yet
He loves us. If being with Him was all I
had, it would be more than enough! Yet He has blessed me above and beyond! Every
year, I reflect on all my earthly blessings.
And every year, I find myself starting with my relationships, more
specifically, my family. He has given me
an incredible family! And this year, we have A LOT to be thankful for.
Where to begin?! To
express the enormous gratitude to the Lord, it is fitting to explain the depth
of it all. Last year, both my
grandfather (Pawpaw) and my Aunt Pam (his oldest daughter) were diagnosed with cancer. Pawpaw had cancer of the ureter, and my Aunt
Pam had colon cancer. They both had
major surgeries to remove the cancer.
Aunt Pam’s treatment involved not only the extensive surgery, but she
also had to have radiation and chemotherapy treatments for eight months following
her recovery of the surgery. Along the
way, she rejoiced in victories, as she didn’t lose her hair during chemo. And the surgery went very well, considering
all of the possibilities facing her.
During the months of treatment, she had her good days and her bad
days. The latter involved many of the
common side effects of the radiation and chemo.
There were many dark moments, days when she couldn’t see how she’d go on
… I cannot imagine the desperation and pain.
But through all of it, she drew near to her Savior. She had faith that her healing was a
reality. And she endured all of the pain
and sickness with His strength pulling her through. Praise the Lord! She is cancer free today! For
that, I am so thankful!
And Pawpaw … his surgery was very risky due to his age and
other health conditions. In surgery, the
doctors were able to get all of the cancer.
And he didn’t have to have other treatments like Aunt Pam. Sounds good, right? Well, some of the risks became reality. There were at least four times during the
touch and go days following his surgery that we almost lost him. Four different times amidst fervent prayer,
we were bracing for the worst. And every
time, God spared his life. I still pray
for him every day, as his recovery is still ongoing. Yet God has brought him so far! Last year, he
spent Thanksgiving in a rehabilitation facility. We all went to visit and took him a plate of
food. And I cannot fully describe how
amazing it will be to see Pawpaw back in his seat at Thanksgiving this year. God is so good! And I’m so thankful.
During all of the scary and sad news going on, all of the
uncertainty with my family, God brought a glimmer of hope. I remember walking down the hospital hallway
with Mom and Mawmaw soon after Pawpaw’s surgery. We weren’t sure if he would make it. He was in ICU in a very critical state. As we walked, I waited for Mom to finish her
thought. I then asked them what they
would be doing during the first couple of weeks in May. They looked confused (as if they had any
forethought into the next few hours, much less the next year!!). I said, “well, I’m going to be having a baby
in May!” They were still a little
confused, but excited. Just so many
emotions bundled up inside.
Then, last Christmas, we found out we were having a girl!
That was exciting news for everybody, seeing as I already had three boys. Pawpaw was still recovering. Aunt Pam was still enduring treatments. When I called to tell them, Mawmaw just broke
out in laughter! Oh how she was excited! I remember hearing Pawpaw over the
phone say “Hallelujah!” And Aunt Pam,
she said that was the best news she had heard all year!
Orion Grace’s arrival into the world is another huge
blessing. The fact that she’s alive and
with us is a miracle. When I went to the
hospital that day in May because I was in labor, I was expecting an easy and
smooth labor and delivery like I had with the boys. My midwife broke my water to get labor
progressing. Little did any of us know
the whirlwind of events that would take place.
I had an abnormally large amount of fluid that caused the umbilical cord
to rush past her body. There was nothing
they could do except get me to the OR for an emergency C-section. They had to put me completely out because I
hadn’t had any medicine yet. There was
no time for an epidural. James couldn’t
be in there with me. It was traumatizing
to say the least. They broke my water at
2:47, and she was born at 2:54! Fast huh?! And my midwife told me afterward
that she could tell my water was bulging before she broke it. It would have most certainly broken later in
the day. And if it had happened while I
was at home without the care of a medical team, I would have lost my precious
daughter. Praise the Lord! He’s in
control! He ordered my steps that day (and everyday). And He allowed my baby girl to be born healthy!
I would have chosen an uneventful birth (like with my boys), but I don’t get to
choose! And that’s okay! God knows what’s best.
And she was definitely worth it!!
Those are just some of the biggies for which I’m thankful!
God shows His power and His glory! I am overflowing with gratitude to Him! Yet,
there’s always more! He has blessed me in countless other ways throughout the
year. I can look back through my prayer
journal and see all the ways He has come through and steadily upheld me and my
dear family, all of them. And when I
thank Him for it all, I always come back to ultimately being thankful for Him
and for eternity. Eternity with Him and
relationships He’s given and some yet to give that will last through eternity.
If you are reading this, I want you to know that I am also
thankful for you. I pray that you know
how much God dearly loves you. I pray
that His love would penetrate in you and fill you. I pray that you know and experience an
intimate relationship with Christ Jesus that changes you every day from the inside
out. Abundant blessings to you and Happy
Thanksgiving!!!
